Poetry composed between 1996 - 2003

Heart And Soul

In my wake
I am trapped between sanity and fantasy
Reminiscing moments that keep flashing
Making me lost in my wake

In my heart
I am terrified of myself
Riding in my feelings
Making me lost in my wake

In my soul
I am tackling the web of sin
Repenting the days of darkness
Hoping new light will came in

In my days between life and death
Between sanity and insanity
I'm trapped.


My Song of Songs

The heart bleeds all night ,
mourns all day
Belonging to the one of forgotten spirits
Songs of day with streams of tears
Shattered hopes and distant longings
Cries of joy, hollow with passion
All now lie a distant...
A sailor of life
The wanderer of meaning
Bound within bars
A life to worship, a life never known
The skies of faded blue
The seas of dusty grey
A lifeless body with a singing soul
Eyes looking for the heavens
A soul that will one day rest
For now remains the distant silence.


Untitled

Within each life
One finds meaning for the next
Within each failure
Strength to succeed for the next
Within each tear
The strength to smile with tomorrow.
The warm embraces of summer
The hope and strength of winter
The love that surrounds sadly never seen
A world that mocks
Only to deny the truth
the strength to smile
though tears flow alone
to taste the flavors of life
to cherish every drop
to pray, with the faith of a seed.
With strength at heart and bow at hand
All can be aspired,all can be achieved
For heaven and all her angels
Worship with joy.


Dawn

Clouds of doubt,
Eclogues the mind
Sprit's tangled
Within the web of sorrow
The heart is buried
Under the dirt and maggots of life
And daggers are thrown at my eyes.
Though they try, they have not succeeded
The righteous always prevails
The sun shall set
So will all mourning
And with dawn
New hope and meaning.


Hope

Despair lingers with the soul
Tears flow down alone
Confusion eclogues the mind
And all tenderness lie a distant
The soul lingers on
And despair is pushed away
For comfort is due
The heart will sing now
Smiles that were put away
Will now be unveil
And the eyes of tears
Wiped away by joy
For love and its endless flow
Has taken over the heart
The memories of old - destroyed to dust


LIFE vs. DEATH

The channel of emotions
A river running wild
A blast of current,Runs from below
The stillness is gone
The rocks and bricks have returned
The beings are chocked
The grass withers away
All that has been returns to mock
The decision has been made
Perseverance to sustain
The rocks shattered to dust
For the being breathes
The soul lives on
Ridicule and mocking
Emotions never to be left
Strength has been renewed
Trivial emotions have been burnt
For the love of life is within the soul
The soul will live forever.


The Wall

Tears hidden behind a wall
Smiles a painted mask
A heart that sings alone
And mourns in the dark
Memories of old,kept locked away
Tears of joy,turned to rock
Whispers that soothe gone the distance
Mocks of nobody,chokes the soul
The spirit cries for help
No angels rescue
All is left alone
Behind the wall


Wish Upon An Angel

Bleeding yet I feel no more pain
The heart, nothing but butchered meat
Eyes that stare blankly...for love is dead
Emotions that numb the being,
Sickness, the sweetest blessing,
Bitterness, soft and cosy cotton.
Yearns, but no longer.
Misery eternity, but happiness is destiny
Tears no longer to flow,
Loneliness, but distant dream
The lance within this heart, removed.
Though fear chokes the being,
Though sorrow haunts
Strength from angls..forever prevails.


tears I

To be lost within one's self
Is to not know emotions
Tears that have turned to rock
And hearts that are lost of love

To not know ones self
Is to murder one's being
To leave the soul
Mourning and weeping in vain

Though the tears flow
The pain remains
Sealed within the heart
Never to leave the being

It roams, it destroysIt lingers,
but never leaves for peace
Its paces are tainted
Its touches to burn


tears II

The being must be strong
For the love of life
It must carry on
A brave armor must be worn
For the cruel and spiteful
Linger on.
And the fragile
Brought to tears
But belief and faith
Is never in vain

The innocent always protected
For fear and tears are not forever
But unconditional love to wash away all tears
That, shall never end.
Look within, and peace shall be found
Time shall heal all wounds
For pain shall one day be but a memory.


Secret

Unknown fantasies whispering within the wind
Unknown desires born within the heart
Secret smiles unseen from the world
The touch of eyes , the parting of ways
Longing hearts waiting for touch
The flow of warmth,awaiting release
The eyes speak the language
Hopeful desires to result
The embrace of hope,a longing wish
For patience strenthens all
The yearning soul awaits
A tired heart prevails.